"All ya gotta do is, baby, kick off your shoes and lay down."

I think, for the majority, I've given up. Fighting PCOS, recovering fully from this hysterectomy emotionally, being the person I want to be instead of the person I am. I have no idea where I am or where I'm supose to go, so I'm just at a stand still waiting for something to happen. Hoping that something will happen that will push me in some direction. It seems like I've been fighting a lot in the past several years and now I'm just tired, I want to lie down, take a break from being so grown-up and attempting to find my own path, my own way. "Remember what they say, there's no shortcut to a dream, it's all blood and sweat and life is what you manage in between." I think that says it best. I'm not sure how, but it is. I'm just so tired.